this is my loneliness
a friend to many
a sage to some
a lover to none
this is my loneliness
©2011, Jaysen Matthew Waller
this is my loneliness
a friend to many
a sage to some
a lover to none
this is my loneliness
©2011, Jaysen Matthew Waller
breeze dancing with trees
scattered clouds adorn blue sky
now i am awake
by jaysen matthew waller
©2011, Jaysen Matthew Waller
the only truth we have…
all is empty
waves come and gone
suns risen and set
worlds end
even
as new ones begin
all of what i know
is that i don’t
really
know
whether the stars
are here
or
gone tomorrow
even as if they
are
gone today
and may be
in some
tomorrow
all i really see
are distant memories
and futures
yet to manifest
but i am here
in this moment
in this
breath
so
breathe with me
my love
and
let our hearts beat
this once
together in rhythm
together
in the harmony
of right now
the only truth we have
by jaysen matthew waller
©2010 Jaysen Matthew Waller
reborn in your love…
it is in your in-breath
that
i live
and
in your out-breath
that
i die
so please
keep breathing
my friend
that
i may live
and die
again
and
again
in this
your beautiful
reincarnation
moment
by
moment
i am
reborn
again
reborn
in
your love
by jaysen matthew waller
©2010 Jaysen Matthew Waller
our hearts are mirrors…
with this crested water
reflecting half moon light
nothing different, really
than my love reflecting yours
and
taking flight
our hearts are mirrors, really
to each other’s
our souls are joined
dear brother
as
sacred lovers
by jaysen matthew waller
©2010 Jaysen Matthew Waller
broken are my gifts of love…
broken
are my gifts
of
love
what
should be
grace
ends in clumsy
disgrace
my words
like wallflowers
need
a shove
and
still they
get lost
avoiding you
at great cost
yet, the letter
from my lips
is
simple, my love
you are the prayer
that echoes from my heart
for all the Universe
the hear
from below
to
above
by jaysen matthew waller
©2010 Jaysen Matthew Waller
what sadness
this morning dew brings
just a glimmer of warmth
in this early daylight
i suppose there is a choice here
and i
like the delicate grass
shall allow the remnants
of night’s dark cover
to gently wake me
from my slumber
and
nourish my naked
thirsty soul
i took a walk along the beach today,
i was alone in her beauty.
sometimes
i don’t ever see this changing,
this quiet sadness.
Remember…
Even behind the darkest storm clouds
The stars still shine
Try to remember this
Even in your pain
In the numbness that blankets your days
In the loneliness that steals your nights
Promise me you will remember
That even as the Sun fades
The Moon still reflects the light
Of that most Ancient Love
Remember
That even as the Earth falls to sleep
Under Winter’s silent watch
This is not the end
This is only a moment in time
A space for rest
As Spring readies herself in all her beauty
Waiting to welcome you to wake
I know you feel frozen in time, dear one
Treading still waters
Tired, heavy, sinking
But please don’t forget
The sound of the waves
Remember their music
They sing to remind us
Nothing is permanent
Life is movement
And you are Life
They sing to us
The tide dancing in
The tide dancing out
Always flowing, always moving
You will wake
Rising from this nightmare
As you have time and time before
I promise
And don’t forget
Nightmares are simply
Friends in shadow
Manifesting, not to terrorize
But to teach
To grow our hearts in love
In compassion
In patience
In spaciousness
First, for yourself
And then, so wonderfully
So beautifully,
For the World
©2010, Jaysen Matthew Waller
in this patient place
of waiting
Love grows
within the
unending compassion
of
Presence