today i died a thousand times
in contemplating your love
like a thousand suns in feverish passion
burning to their end
i died
and the world was blinded
in the wake of our union
smiles and tears everywhere
today i died a thousand times
in contemplating your love
like a thousand suns in feverish passion
burning to their end
i died
and the world was blinded
in the wake of our union
smiles and tears everywhere
i found myself
missing you today
which is certainly
ridiculous
because when i opened
my heart
i saw
it is there you have been
all along
dear one…
how can you be
any closer to me
than you are?
every cloud
bears the beauty
of your image
every star
your smile
every flower
blooms with the scent
of your grace and
the presence of
your peace
your breath is
my breath
your heartbeat
my heartbeat
and your thoughts
take flight in my dreams
the road
i travel is marked by
your footsteps
and these two hands
reach with yours
and dear one…
while the jealous Sun
burns with passion
for your love
and attention
you should know that
it is you who are
the song in my heart
the dance…
who knew i was so popular
on the dance floor?
one by one
they take my hands and
move my feet
the music always
playing
these friends
well, acquaintances really with
their many names
one after another
they come
there seems
no criteria for choosing
the equal opportunity dance partner
that i am
greed and chaos have
their turn
and then there’s charity and
peace
a two step with fear and
a waltz with worry
some joy and hope find
their way to the floor
true happiness always waiting
for me, patient as she is
my Beloved watching, waiting
not one to cut in
nope, not a rude bone there
this one’s a classy dancer
then anger with
his friends, resentment and
bitterness (the blind dancers that they are)
having their turn
loneliness comes along with
her slow song
she’s a subtle softy it seems, until
she lays one on me
the scent of depression
lingering…
no one wants to
dance with me and
why would they?
i take a dose of
ego mouthwash (you know the kind)
it lasts a little while then
it fades all too quickly
left standing alone thinking
about leaving this dance
the music still
playing
(well, i did say “always” didn’t i?)
but there standing
next to me waiting as
always
is my Beloved
hand extended, feet ready
no one leads better, you know?
(yeah, you do…dig deep in that heart memory)
such rhythm, such grace
i am carried away whisked
up like a fairy tale i rise
i rise, on love thick air
i rise
swirling and twirling a
cascade of tears, joyous and
sweet sweat showering down on
all these toe tappin’, party poppin’
line dancin’, disco fools
with our Love
a spinning top, i am
a Whirling Dervish, you see
that Rumi had it right and
Shams before him
with our Love
true happiness no
longer waits to
keep my dance card full
so i ask…
how can you possibly
sit out?
step away from the
punch bowl, friend and
bring forth your
two left feet
‘cuz this life ain’t for
wallflowers
feeling
breathing, thinking
sitting
standing, walking
flying
dancing, singing
eating
drinking, talking
what does it matter?
i might as well
lie in my grave decaying
if i have not
Love